Kamis, 08 September 2011

Is there any other choice?



Once evening in November, She was stop crying all the time. She had decided to quit sobbing about everything. It had been too much drama during the night. Too much pain and disapointment, too much energy to spent, too much people to lost and too much ugly memory to remembered. It was not only about a sad ending prom queen story who broke her tiara in the bestowal night, but also about losing closest people story which is much more pathetic than the broken love story. November had been too much for her. 

She looked at the family picture above the cabinet, stared at that black and white picture without trying to reach the frame. Her eyes was empty. It seemes like all her energy has been sucked out, gone from her body, flew together with her tear drops which she had been outran during the night.

There was three smiling faces and one pouting face in that picture. You can mention, Mom, Dad, a daughter and a dog. The one with a pouting face was the daughter, the girl who had been lack of power since overcrying. The dog was smiling, I guess. 

 Yesterday was supposed to be a happy day. The most pretty girl in high school was nominated to become a prom queen. Everbody could tell that she must be chosen since there are no other barbie in town. Blonde, tall, slender, with wide blue eyes and nice fair skin, nobody could ever turn down the girl, even if she was just a new girl.

She has been prepared, red gown, red pumped shoes, some other accesories and a little hair cut. Her Mom prepared all the things, her mom always do everything on her, everything, ever since she started her medication.

And the fairytale begun, the new girl ini town came with abundant charm that nobody could ever resist. The prince knew it and felt in love with the girl, instantly put her social status from the new girl to the princess. Everything was so nice and happy till the girl forget to mantain her friendship with those pills. She quit talking to the pills since last October and acted briliantly as a good girl who regain her healthy head after passing a whole dark year in prevoius town. 

She just succed, the mommy girl allowed her to come to the party, with the prince. She was also really happy knowing that her sick daughter finally making friends and making out. 

But everything did not last until mid night. 

11.00 PM

"I stabbed Rick in his chest, with this" said the girl to her Daddy while showing her right hand, holding a bloody knife.

The Daddy gaped and gasped in a sudden, his right hand gripped his chest, gasping heavily, and kneeling.
The Mommy shocked, but did not do anything except put the TV remote to the sofa Calmly, she touched her head and started crying.

"Do you take you medicine, sweetheart?" asked the Mom softly, succesfully broke the silence

"You know I hate those pills" the girl answered, high intonation.

The Mom cried harder, the Dad looked at the floor hopelessly.

"And I do not want to take that anymore" said the girl, while taking out a small pistol from his purse.

In the next minute, you can guess, there are two heads with one hole in each.

The Dog barked, nosily.

In the other minute, you can tell, another hole in another head, a furry one. 
  
03.40 AM

She decided to go out, as far as posible from her house. After changing clothes, she decided to leave. She did not care about the  ice cold wind or the messy make up on her face, She just want to breathe. She walked during the night, and finally reached a building, climmbed some stairs and stop in a floor where she finally could find the whole part of the town. She was alone, but she did not care. She felt bored of crying, she felt tired of regretting, and now when everything has been too much and over, she can start to think,

is there any better choice than suicide?

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